well trying to get it together, we just got a call from the lawyer,he will take this case I am so nervous I dont know why but I guess I know this will bring things up all over again ..I am still trying to get Ashleys headstone finished, design is done bnow how to figure out how to pay for it.. whatever it takes...I hope she likes it and knows how much I love and miss her...I feel so empty and lonely ..Kate wrote in the legacy book ,she said Ash give mom and dad a sign so they can know you are ok and relax now , I dont think I will ever relax but I guess Kate has moved on and we must be pulling her down...oh well one day closer.....