Had an Ok day yesterday we baked and had my neighbors over nothing else to do with all the snow.then got up in the middle of the night couldnt sleep images of Ashley passing in my head and off downstairs to cry for awhile,it is so hard God why did I have to go thru all of this!! Im not sure how to keep on going .I try to but It seems its getting harder not any easier ,I have this lost feeling it just hits me, Its like when you cant find your child and you start to panic, just multiply it a million times! Wish this was all a bad dream.....
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Having an \"OK\" day for what we are going through is like having a excellent day. You are doing so well. It is okay to have little meltdowns during the day or night. Its okay to have big meltdown. You are going one day at a time and that is what all of us can do....Pam
Branden\'s loss is just like what you described and I hadn\'t thought of it that way. I am always wanting to find him. His mother went down to the river near her home and screamed for him, over and over, YES it is like a lost child and many times worse.
Has your doctor prescribed anything for you? Sometimes they have something that helps take the edge off.
Please keep us in your prayers and we will pray for you and your family to get some peace.
Phyllis