Having a hard time focusing again today dont know how many times I went to do something and forgot what I went to do!!It stinks I feel so lost so empty, I try to keep myself busy but that hasnt been working,I keep thinking on how to get thru the next couple of months, Ashley would be going to the prom and graduating. She deserved to walk down that isle and receive her diploma all that work and time such a waste. I dont know how to handle it,I wish she was here ,I feel so derprived and I dont care If I am being selfish I want my daughter back and to see her do all those things .I will never understand.....
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The road we walk is terribly hard. But we must walk it to get to the other side. I know how much you want Ashley back, I too want Jake just as much. For me, as much as I struggle, I keep reminding myself that I will see him again. That he is in good hands and I want him to be proud of me. When I see him again, that he\'s not disappointed because I did nothing but pine for him. My husband and I both believe Jake is what we call \"another place\" not better. Better would be here with me, but if not with me, then who better than God. Ashley is there too. She knows each and every day how much you love and miss her. Lots of hugs, Kathy