Yet another Monday, nothing seems important anymore, I have such a feeling of emptiness, I still expect Ashley to pull in that driveway and this will have all been a bad dream, but it never happens,Its hard getting up and going to work I dont want to be here , Listening to people complain about each others pets, God I wish I had their problems I would gladly change places! Life used to be so different wish I could just worry about what am I doing for dinner now I have to worry about just getting myself up for another heart wrenching day to think all day of Ashley knowing she is 10 ft under It just really sucks!!I miss her laugh and her smile and watching all of her friends getting ready for the prom and to graduate its so hard its like being stabbed a hundred times over...
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Dear sweetie,
You have a friend that underdstands. Darn it, I wish I didn\'t! Branden was so alive and so kind to all of us. He had a wonderful forgiving nature. If you want go to \"Times Standdard\" obits and type in Rehling and read his guest book. His sister in-law wrote about his teaching her forgiveness.
I think of you so often and just read your last entree to my daughter. She is having a horrid time tying to go on and like you has other children. Two girls and one son.
Many good wishes and blessing are sent your way