Wow made it to Friday! it was a long week, I went to compassionate friends last night such a nice group of people, wish they met more than once a month, I have some of their numbers to call if I needed but I have a hard time picking up the phone..Its so depressing ,i was talking to a man that lost his son 8yrs ago and he still has a hard time talking and crys Thats what I have to look forward to for the rest of my life..it stinks! they are doing a butterfly release in the spring sounds really nice.It hurts so bad another man said last night its a double whammy you feel cheated because you lost your son/daughter and also you feel cheated because they didnt get to do all the things they should have! so true, I was at the mall looking for Lauren's communion dress and to see all the teenagers getting their prom dress Its so hard Ashley's is hanging in her closet it just doesnt seem fair..well I definately have learned life isnt fair,I met some new people last night, it feels comfortable being there because they all truly understand and they really listen to you..well I guess Id better go and try to get something done today, I feel like going home ,wish I would win the lottery so I didnt have to work anymore!!That would be nice ..well have a bball game again tomorrow morning hopefully we dont get blown away again for Theresa's sake,hope everyone has a good Day...
Kim