Thurs at work, finding it really hard to focus,so depressed lately,just wish I could miraculosly change things! I sit here and look at Ashley's pictures all over my desk and cry, why did she have to leave it hurts so much! I want her back and knowing thats not happening just sucks! all my dreams down the drain!!
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This rollercoaster we are all on is insatible. But each and everyone of us has a reason to go on. You have 3 daughters that need you, I have a son. I miss Jake as much as you miss Ashley. But i believe they are just on the other side. And even though we all think time is our worst enemy. In the larger picture, our time here on earth is but a blink of an eye. Trust that God is holding both of them close to Him, because He too knows they shouldn\'t have been there yet. So he will hold them close until we can get there. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Take a deep breath. Kathy
haven\'t we all went thru that. i have pics of Gavin on my desk, too. i don\'t seem to have much problems getting thru the work day. it is when i hear a news story about some parent harming their child that i feel cheated and question why?
my aunt said after 50 years she still feels the pain of a stillborn daughter, that she could not imagine what it would be like to have one for a short time then lose them.
we must trod on for the others in our lives who still need us and wait to see our loved ones on the other side.
{{{{{hugs}}}}}
Jan
Thanks for the thoughts,I am still srugling with things but I keep telling myself for Ashley\'s sake ,There must be another place and hopefully I will meet her again,Its just so darn hard, I want her here to see and hold her now..