well Theresa's team lost oh well still have anither game on sat, I go to my counseling tomorrow,not sure if it is helping I think I get more out of talking here they really dont totally know what Im going thru they have never lost a child.But I go Ill do waht ever I can ..my candle came in that I ordered its nice I put up a shelf in my kitchen right in the corner where the table is,I miss her so much,I want this to be all over and just wake up,how I wish I could if only....

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I know what you mean. I want my ashley back too. I want her back now. I want her back three months ago. I miss her soo much. hang in there huney. I hope this gets better someday.
alissa
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This website has helped me in talking about the grief. My mother in law gave me a electric candle when Michelle died and it has never been unplug sinced she died and it never will. On the cold winter nights that we have here it gave me so warm comforting feeling as best as it could..........Take Care........Pam
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I wish I had superpowers and could turn back time. But since I don\'t, I trust in the fact that I will see Jake again. And you must trust you will see Ashley too. Trust that she is with you and watching over you and your family. I talk to Jake all the time, which is more comfort than I thought it would be. Everyone promises me that it will get easier, I promise the same to you.

Kathy
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Today I feel usless don\'t have any desire to move. I guess that is depression.
I feel for you all and send prayers!