Another night here I had a better day Theresa won her game next game is Tues night she was sad after the game, she told her grandma something was missing ! God I hate this but then some of T's teammates invited her over so she went and was happy,so I was glad ..I miss Ashley so much I long to see her and touch her to see her smile and hear her voice, god I hate this its so darn hard..why did this have to happen to me and my family I broke down so bad last night I just sat in Ashley's room and cried and cried...Ashley I miss you so much ...I love you.......
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Sometimes the realism is just to much to bear. I\'m glad you had a better day. The nights are hard, but hopefully they will come easier in time. I pray the same for myself.
I am here for you.......send message if you want to talk, vent cry....
My daughter lyes on a pillow of tears every night. I hate life even though I have other grands and my daughters.
It is dam hard!!