I really had a bad night! arguement with Kate then it just got worst from there I broke down tonight cried for an hr and it just didnt get any better.I miss Ashley so much I cant stand the pain anymore!I want so bad to have her back, why did this have to happen ,nothing is helping I see counselors support groups its not getting any easier I know I need to go on but easier said than done.well enough rambling for one night....
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Dear one,
I wish I had a mircle for you. For some reason there aren\'t any we just have to stumble through the pain. My body ackes inside with a physical pain. Today I haven\'t dressed and it is 12:30pm. Tonight we had the Memorial Benefit to raise money for Branden\'s head stone. Everyone will be working at enjoying themselves for Branden; he loved get togethers. There will be dinner and raffling of 17 baskets of donated items from business\'s and his friends and family.
Sending prayers to you and your family, Phyllis, Branden\'s gram
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