Thurs at work Im having a hard time focusing , I dont want to be here I dont really want to be anywhere, but anyway Im here,Kaitlyn stayed home from school today, now she is calling me wanting to go to practice tonight I told her no you are too sick for school then you are too sick for practice. I know she will bug me all day now.. I dont know what to do with her we had problems before she doesnt help out at all at home she wont even clean her room, I will ask her to do something she wont then she talks back I dont know its so hard and know everything is just so magnified, I dont have Ashley here helping me anymore she used to always tell me Kaitlyn wont do anything and now its just one big mess but in Kaitlyns eyes I really think she deserves everything even though she doesnt help or do anything she really doesnt even get involved with her family she doesnt come watch her sisters it just seems she gives me more grief, just what I need now,If it isnt for Kaitln then she doesnt want to know about it and I just dont know how to handle it .Ill say no but then she bugs ms so much I give in just to have her leave me alone, I let her have a bunch of friends stay over last week for her 15th bday promised Ill clean up .its amess but she says I cleaned,I not sure what she cleaned? My aunt is staying with me she said I should take her to a dr and have her evaluated and then they could see what type of counselor she should see cause she has some definate issues.I dont know why did my life have to go like this?