well just finished dinner and my husband all of a sudden disappeared, he came down ate then gone again, so I went upstairs and he was lying in bed crying, I hate this we are in so much pain I hate life right now so much I want to go to sleep and not wake up, I could never hurt myself but I just cant stand this pain anymore!I feel like Im at the end of the rope and Im starting to fall, and right now I just want to let go...
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Hang on Honey, think what Ashley wants for you!
Her spirit is here with you and she hates it when you hurt so much. I\'m sure she wants you to go on and will smile as she sees you fulfilling plans; she understands your grief and wants to help you.
Phyllis
sweetie - you need to just take a deep breath. Ashley would want you to be ok - and be there for her sisters. And husband and yourself. They need you and you need them. Rejoice in the memories you have of Ashley. God blessed you for 17 years with a beautiful daughter and I know you two made lots of memories together. It is hard. A struggle every day. I miss my Mandee something fierce. But you have to keep fighting to stay afloat......Linda