BLessed night to all, as I write I am so tired but I need to let my very caring , thoughtful incouraging most of loving friends brother and sisters know how I am. I have been coping, many time it was difficult but I fought it through sometimes without any energy. Well the last two months were sad in my little Rock Barbados tragedy struck and even if you had family in the bus crash or not so as long as you had a heart you felt it. Many of my friends lost loved ones especially my closes friend he lost his cousin a very well mannered respectable love by every human being she died at the precious age of 22 years. Never got the privilage to meet her face to face but she is doing her work now in heaven. 6 lives were lost 34 injured that day of july 29th including the driver of that busalso lost his life. 3days later another 4lives were lost this time 3children were among the dead. That was the hardest week of my life would never like to relive it again. This had bothered me mentally, physically, emotionally especially knowin I was at the hospital and the time the crash victims were arriving i saw people with all kinds of body parts broken blood.........it was hardddddddddddd. I am coping with my life my cycle has return after the 6mth injection, it has chang a little nevermind I had some bad feels I survived I tried not to allow it to push me down. So thats how things were for me the last time I visited. Take care God bless

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Oh, my love. I am so sorry. I know what that feels like, unfortunately, though I try not to think about it. It hurts too much. I\'m glad you are still coping and that with the return of your cycle, you didn\'t have a return of pain. God Bless!