This screwed up life of mine is driving me insane and slowly to my death.Ok nup lifes getting worse! Im at the point where Im thinking so hard about wanting to give up right now and end this life! Im so sick of living it. HAvent really got a life.I've got such a screwed up lifed! Where do I stand???????? My head keeps getting messed with. People are inpatient towards me and wont even once try to imagine how hard it is. I thought that I was just being a sook about my crap life but then realised that maybe im just not after all! I want a great life but cant grab hold of it! I keep losing grip and need help bad! Where?... is the question. So hard to fully open up. Nobody hardly knows anything about me. I like it that way but yet want to express myself! The inside of me just wants to burst out...help me help me! Everywhere I go I'm trapped. wish my life was beautiful and energized like it was before.