Today was unexpectedNothing here is how I left itEach day that passes by just seems to feed the lieClosing in around me makes it so hard to see Now I'm standing on the ledgeMy foot creeps closer to the edgeFreinds all know what to sayTo make me puish them awayWhat they can't know about me makes it so hard to seeI'm not holding my tongue for you anymoreI'll scream so loud til I drown you outNow you can't hold me down anymoreI'll scream so loud til I drown you outSo mamy days of silenceToo many destructive ways to ventI hope they set something freeDidn't know they were out to kill meToday I'll turn it all around Pick myself up off the groundSweat all the sickness out Force all the demons downStand up and set it straightGet it right before it's too lateFor now I'm feelin fineLeft all the pain behindIt's time to live my lifeI finally got it rightI can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okayBut when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't meSo now I raise my hands up so tired of giving inthrow this all away and start again