School

School is coming up and I'm getting more sick and tired of my college. Usually the first week, or at times I don't want to talk to anyone, and sit in the corner alone. Last night I talked with my mom and she told me if I don't talk then I'll miss a lot of chances. I don't see a lot for my future and even with dating or marriage if I ever will get married to someone I'm not all that excited. Everything is just dull. High school was hell and I'm getting deeper into the pits of hell. I hope I won't be a my ends wit in the near future. Or have my demons consume me to death.