Well I'm not good at the moment all.  Sorry I've not been about for a few months and pretty crap at keeping in touch. Thought life was on the up and I was doing well, but how wrong I was.  Thought I'd found someone to spend my life with, but again, WRONG!! I know I'm heading for a break down and have been for a few days now so am taking the measure for getting myself back on track.  Back on meds again and I promise I will follow through with them.  Am expecting a call from the head of the PCAT team on Monday with regrads to me being sectioned for a while.  Not sure how long for but I can't afford therapy so this is really my only option. As for my golas well they're just never going to come to anything.  I'm not the brilliant mind you all thought I am.  For now take care of yourselves and I will try and get back online before going to the insitution.  Be good all ... Loves you ooodles!!!!!