Well this is my first journal entry here and today is a good day for me hence the long first entry but I will endevour to give my full background.  I believe in complete honesty and respect, hence me opening up to you all, it is only fair you know everything and thus can judge for yourselves. Firstly though, I'd like to thank all those who welcomed me yesterday personally,holly22Changingclimatetroubled2  Kasuka  CarlaBentley I never would have thought that within a couple of hours of joining this site I'd have been welcomed so openly and so warmly.  You all certainly helped me through a tough afternoon.  Thank you for your time and effort, I just hope that I can reciprocate it in the near future.  You made me feel as though I mattered rather than just existed.  Peace and loveD x