Anxiety

Well, Mom is here.....I was having so much anxiety about it yesterday.  Now that she is here I am okay. She has not been here for two winters.  At first Pearl, the dog, was leery of her but then she realized who she was and got so excited.  She has not left her side!  
Also, having anxiety about spending money on this new business and not making any yet.  "Gotta spend money to make money", right?
So, Monday night is always steak night and I usually buy a bottle of wine to have for dinner and did not get one yesterday.  Did not miss it.  I was surprised. I need to stay accountable to this place.
It is raining like crazy this morning.