Tired
Went to bed last night around 10pm. Woke up just before midnight from a horrible, horrible nightmare. I normally don't get scared or feel fear ... but last night was different. I got a full blast of terror, it was intense. I knew it was just a dream so once I was able to fully wake up and shake it off I was okay but I still didn't sleep well the rest of the night. I woke up at 3am, 4am, 5am, 5:30am and 6am ... finally I gave up and just got up. Needless to say, I'm tired. I hope I can sleep tonight but I get the feeling that it will be more of the same. I haven't slept well in several weeks. I'm over trying to figure it out ... I could care less .... I just want to find some peace in my dreams and sleep. To sleep and actually awaken rested ... I know it can be done (because I've done it) but it's not something I've been able to accomplish lately. What do I have to do to sleep? I'd give almost anything to rest.
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