Well, Maw fell and broke her hip. Feb 8th. She has been in the hospital for a week. The alhemizers is worse since the surgery. She is so confussed. So we know that she won't be able to come back home. I just keep trying to think of a way to bring her home. We have lived in the basement for a year to take care of her. I always go up the stairs every afternoon. And say when I open the door. Hey Maw. She would say I head a bogger. Last night I went up stairs to check on things and I almost said "Hey Maw Maw". I just miss her in the house. It is really tear me up inside knowing she has to go to a nursing home. But, I know that the Lord isn't ready for her yet. She has always said she hopes that she would die in her sleep and never have to go to a nursing home. And she prayers to the lord please don't let me lose my mind. But she is losing her mind slowly. But this disease is so terrible.You want them to remember you and the memories that you have with them. But right now she doesn't even know where she is at. And the pain of telling her that her husband has past. And has been dead for 6 yrs. Oh the pain just comes rushing right back. Like she is hear of this for the very first time. Is is so heart breaking. I keep thinking that when she does get to heaven. A heavenly body she will have. She has suffered from back pain all of her life. She will be able to walk with out pain. And I know that she is ready to go home to see her Savior. That is so inspiritional to me. She has served the Lord almost all of her life. And how she has loved her church and her church family. I thank the Lord for answering prayer in her behalf. Helping her make it through the surgery. So we can have more time with her. I know that is selfish. But, there is parts of the family that isn't ready to let go yet. Parts of the family thinking that they could handle the news of Maw passing. I am just so thankful that I know that she is saved and ready to go home to be with her Lord and Savior. Thank you Lord for you mercy and grace.