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Today dinner was healthy: a salad with one roll and a dish of ice cream.
Brekafast was a banana with peanut butter.
Snacking was bad. Six white chocolate pretzels, a bunch of normal pretzels with mustard dip, one and a half cookies, bites of stuff.
It doesn't look like a ton on paper but it feels it.
Plus O haven't worked out the past two days. I feel like shit.
I had an urge to eat spaghetti at night- one of my animalistic binges, cold spaghetti outta the fridge. Cute. But I ignored that one, luckily.
Feeling a bit anxious but also excited for school. I am just trying to hang in there and keep optimistic. Certain things have no place in my life anymore.
EDIT: today we got Wendy's and my little brother got a double cheeseburger, fries and soda. I allowed myself five fries so I wouldn't feel deprived, and I had a baked potato! It was pretty big and I didn't eat the skin but it was a good meal. I'm proud I survived fast food without feeling like I was still hungry!
Dinner tonight is tofu, brown rice, beans, guacamole, onions, lettuce, and a bit of cheddar cheese on a wheat wrap from Whole Foods. Asked for it specifically instead of pizza =)
Brekafast was a banana with peanut butter.
Snacking was bad. Six white chocolate pretzels, a bunch of normal pretzels with mustard dip, one and a half cookies, bites of stuff.
It doesn't look like a ton on paper but it feels it.
Plus O haven't worked out the past two days. I feel like shit.
I had an urge to eat spaghetti at night- one of my animalistic binges, cold spaghetti outta the fridge. Cute. But I ignored that one, luckily.
Feeling a bit anxious but also excited for school. I am just trying to hang in there and keep optimistic. Certain things have no place in my life anymore.
EDIT: today we got Wendy's and my little brother got a double cheeseburger, fries and soda. I allowed myself five fries so I wouldn't feel deprived, and I had a baked potato! It was pretty big and I didn't eat the skin but it was a good meal. I'm proud I survived fast food without feeling like I was still hungry!
Dinner tonight is tofu, brown rice, beans, guacamole, onions, lettuce, and a bit of cheddar cheese on a wheat wrap from Whole Foods. Asked for it specifically instead of pizza =)
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It\'s okay, I\'m living with Richard for 2 weeks and he has a boy fridge.
3 different kinds of beer, grape jelly, Resses, mayonnaise, deli meat, bread, and a 2lb regulation sized football made entirely out of chocolate. We need to go grocery shopping like its nobody\'s business. I\'ve been making sandwiches and he always grabs me a salad on his way home, but those damn Resses are gonna kill me!
Your doing well keep it up! Two days from working out is ok you need rest days to progress in your fitness!
I think you\'re finishing off 2011 very well!!! Give yourself pats on the back!!!! (((((Hugs)))))
I know it feels like a lot but it was pretty healthy fare. Good for you for not giving in at Wendys! That\'s really hard to do!