Hello all! Well, first thing's first, in my last journal entry I talked about a girl I had recently talked to about getting together, and it fell through. Her family ended up visiting from California last minute, and she called me in a panic, saying over and over how sorry she is and I'm too nice and she's so relieved I'm not angry. I still think she's genuine, but until we get to know each other more, my guard is still up. I can't reveal anything she could use to harm me until I know she's for real. I'm also not going to let myself get excited only to be let down. It's not worth it anymore.   As for my eating, I've entered a sort of bingeing phase (well, to me it's bingeing, but it's really only normal amonts of food, but it included lots of junk food.) See, what happens with me is that after I deprive myself and overwork myself for a certain period of time, I end up eating all the things I miss, not really in extraordinary amounts, but I go crazy and have some cookies or pita chips and whatnot. Yesterday morning I had half a bagel with cream cheese for breakfast, which was a HUGE leap. Everybody else had a whole bagel plus a donut, but I felt so full and panicky after my half a bagel. For lunch I had a small sub, with no meat or condiments except mustard, just veggies and some cheese. Not really a sub, I guess, but it made me feel included with everyone else who was having Italian subs. WE went on a lot of rides and I had an insane amount of fun. There was a group called Lyrix that was performing there, and one of the singers, who was UBER cute, kept singing directly to me! It was SO fun! We got pictrues and autographs and everything, so that was really cool!      I'm really sad it's over, and I feel like my eating is getting out of control again, but I'm trying to stay optimistic and not get depressed.          LOVE YOU GUYS!               Meg