I am so bloody freakin exhausted. Ugh. I completely destroyed my mirror the other night. I don't even know what happened, I just snapped all of a sudden and turned into this raging monster and the thing shattered into a million billion pieces. But I guess the good part is that I can't look in the full length mirror anymore and judge myself hourly. Another thing I am ashamed to write is that I have lost eight pounds in two weeks. I am shrinking again and everyone can see it and it just makes me feel so helpless and like I'll never recover. I wish there was a treatment option for me but I don't know what places are covered by our insurance or what places would accept me. I just wish there was a way for me to recover and never hear ED's stupid dumb voice ever, ever again.