why hello baaaaaaabies! My sleeping pill is kicking in, so this journal entry will be fairly short.      First of all, my friend called me just at the last mniute and harriedly explained that she had had a brain fart and thought she had called me, buthasnt. She knows how easily hurt I am what with ED and all, and she was practically in tears over her mistake. I assured her there were no hard feelings and insisted she not feel guilty, because come on, we all have brain farts.          I have therapy tomorrow. Joy. NOT. I hate to admit this, but I'm feeling likwe I wanna starve again. :/ Love, Megan