Well. I am quite confused as of now. I don't know whether to be excited for summer o sad that school's ending. There are certain classes that I really loved, with teachers that really had an impact on me, and as corny and overdramatic as it sounds, it makes me feel like crying to think of leaving them. Also, the people in my classes were fun, and I'll really miss them. I don't know, maybe I'm just being a big baby, but I can't help but feel sad.      And I feel irrationally sad then irrationally happy. It's literally like my brain dumps out a whole bunch of seratonin, then forgets to let out any, then continues all over again. I swear, I'm so messed up.     I'm also really tired. But then when I try to go to sleep, I'm restless. Wtf?!?! It's SO annoying. I'm uber exhausted and cranky, but I can't sleep. Aaargh.      I also got a book, a documentary called "Thin". Anybody heard of it? It looks really intense. Kinda freaked to read it.       Oh well. I'm tired, so I am probably going to go off and consume a sleeping pill in the hopes of forcing my whacked out body to shot the hell up and SLEEP. Zzzzzz... Love, Meg