Last night, I was in hte bathroom. Just sitting there thinking to myself "am I here, if I'am then why cant i feel anything"?i needed the answer right then and there so i grabbed the scissors and made 5 cuts to see if any emotions would come. I was unsuccessful. I didnt feel anything.I couldnt sleep afterwards cuz all i could think about, is how i wanna do it again.Whats wrong with me? why am i like this?Depressed. I read up on being depressed. I cant be depressed. I dont have time to be depressed. What do i have to be depressed for. Guarenteed that is what my mom would say. "stop acting sad, or i will give you something to be sad about". I have so many good things in my life to be depressed about. So why am i like this.How can i feel so many emotions, but at the same time feel nothing!