Well how do I feel??That is a tough one..I found out that not long ago a good friend is very sad and I wish I could do something to help them but I don't know how to...I also found out that my father just told me today that my mother has being trying to get rid of me for a long time..I am haveing so much trouble trying to take care of my family I do still think they would be better of without me...I am so sick of not sleeping and the pain in my body and I am alone...I don't have any money to feed my children,I need to run and never come back...I can't handle this...