I miss him
I miss my baby so much, I am now past my due date, and he should be here. I look at the spot where his cradle should be and I can almost see him in it sleeping cozy, warm, and soundly. I can picture what life should be so vividly it's like I can see into another reality where he lived. I want to be in that reality so badly. I just want my baby back.
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Just seeing this. \'m going through the pain too...except my due date hasn\'t hit yet. Some days, the grief is so tangible I feel like I should be able to reach out and grab it. I keep thinking I should be on top of the world right now, enjoying the summer with my family (I already have kids) and preparing for Asher to get here (as I already was). Instead, I dread going out and doing the \"fun things\" we had planned because I\'m consumed by thinking about him, and about how I\'m not pregnant and things aren\'t the way they were supposed to be...at least in my mind. Every pregnant person I see feels awful. AWFUL. Just wanted to say I\'m sorry you are dealing with this and so sad for you that you too lost your baby boy.