So, it is Monday, I did take it easy all weekend. I am not in pain. I did my scheduled home pregnancy test just so I could see two pink lines for once and then went in to get another beta. I got the call that the level is 333 which doesn't seem great to me but they explained that different labs have different numbers and I am perfectly fine. I will know that everything is okay in a couple weeks when I can have my first ultrasound. The happiness now is, I am pregnant. For the first time in my life, I saw two pink lines on the pregnancy test. I have seen both success and failure at the doctor's office, on the message boards at support sights, and among people I meet. I have chosen to focus on the success and it is what keeps me trying. I believe that all of us were born to be mothers and it will happen for us either through treatments or adoption.