Getting closer to the time that AF would be coming if she comes, and I sure hope she doesn't! (Sure feels like she's on her way though). My dogs keep wanting to lay on my stomache (they are only 6 pounds so not that out of the question) but man, does it hurt!!I got some really great news yesterday regarding my husband who had a big scare regarding the health of his liver and it ends up, he is not going to have to do any of the horrible treatments we have been reading about because he is as healthy as you can possibly be. I told him if I had to choose between one good news or the other, I would  much rather it be his health than my BFP. He said he would have chosen the BFP! He is crazy (and adorable)! I almost feel guilty for wanting the BFP so bad because God gave us such a tremendous gift for Christmas already...but I still really want it.It would be such a gift  to my mom to have a grandchild on the way! I feel like it would give her something to look forward to since we lost my Dad this last May. So, Christmas has been a chore. It is usually so much fun but I can't wrap my head around doing it without him. He must be pushing me from beyond though because things are getting there.DH has a HUGE family and they are all having dinner here on Christmas Eve. I agreed to do  it last year with my father sitting there with me, I knew he would help. So. I am doing it in his honor and using his recipe. I miss him so much.I haven't journaled in years. It is a little cleansing. Anyone who is reading, Merry Christmas! I believe 2008 is going to be great year for many of us.