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journal entry 6
Well if i said that today was just completely awful that would be a lie. Today started out great, what happened was this i went to the school physiologist ( who is one of the few people who knows i am bisexual) and i was missing art yet again but just the first few minutes i wanted to know when i could come see her. then my art teacher came and he is really cool so he asked what was going on and for the first time ever it did not take me half an hour to tell someone i was bisexual i just told him and i explained my whole situation and he was chill about it.
then in the afternoon my other art teacher (really hot !) wrapped her arm around me and said if if you talk about you can talk to me i know more than you think about the subject, i was shit he told you and then she repeated i know a lot about the subject (she is lesbian i think). i was really happy cause she is hot as hell even though i can't date her and lucy has a girl crush on her so she is off limits even though lucy is straight which makes no sense in my head but whatever , plus lucy is mad at me.
then in the afternoon i found out something upsetting, my parents thinks that being bisexual is disgusting and a disease , they do not know i am but i got it out of them with out them being suspicious because i am a genius. It hurt that they thought that and it does not motivate me to tell them or even want them in my life because i am proud of this now but like proud for real and when they said that i defended bisexuality with all my guts which makes me proud of myself , honestly i do not care what they think, after college i will tell them they already disapprove med school so when i tell them i can cut them off if they don't accept me. but i don't want to owe them anything so pay them back for college when i can. if they are willing to open up to it and be ok with it then i am more than welcome to up my life up to them but i am not sure they will, if you had heard what they said i am sure you would feel the same.
Well if i said that today was just completely awful that would be a lie. Today started out great, what happened was this i went to the school physiologist ( who is one of the few people who knows i am bisexual) and i was missing art yet again but just the first few minutes i wanted to know when i could come see her. then my art teacher came and he is really cool so he asked what was going on and for the first time ever it did not take me half an hour to tell someone i was bisexual i just told him and i explained my whole situation and he was chill about it.
then in the afternoon my other art teacher (really hot !) wrapped her arm around me and said if if you talk about you can talk to me i know more than you think about the subject, i was shit he told you and then she repeated i know a lot about the subject (she is lesbian i think). i was really happy cause she is hot as hell even though i can't date her and lucy has a girl crush on her so she is off limits even though lucy is straight which makes no sense in my head but whatever , plus lucy is mad at me.
then in the afternoon i found out something upsetting, my parents thinks that being bisexual is disgusting and a disease , they do not know i am but i got it out of them with out them being suspicious because i am a genius. It hurt that they thought that and it does not motivate me to tell them or even want them in my life because i am proud of this now but like proud for real and when they said that i defended bisexuality with all my guts which makes me proud of myself , honestly i do not care what they think, after college i will tell them they already disapprove med school so when i tell them i can cut them off if they don't accept me. but i don't want to owe them anything so pay them back for college when i can. if they are willing to open up to it and be ok with it then i am more than welcome to up my life up to them but i am not sure they will, if you had heard what they said i am sure you would feel the same.
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