Had a crap day today as i got up late and was too scared to confront my b/f mum. She scares me so i held in my wee until 7pm and tried to stay asleep until my b/f came back. She was obviuosly moaning about me but i get terrified and was even contemplating jumping out the window to go home. Anywho my dads picking me up in about half an hour so its all good.I feel bad as also today my bro (whos just gone to uni) is coming back for a day and i'm so envious of him but also happy for him. It makes me sad as i got really ill as i was applying for uni at the end of college and then couldn't go. I feel like my life is a big waste of time.