Seems Like the pain is getting worse and so is the depression. I find an excuse to leave work early everyday. Today it was the meeting I have with my daughters IEP advocate. But I left three hours too early. Still can't seem to hold my head up. My neck feels so weak. Like my head weighs like 200 lbs or something. What will I do. I know i can't continue to leave early. Wish I could get over this feeling. Feel like I am trapped in some outter deminsion right now and can't find my way back home. I cry at nothing and all the time.
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Hoping by today you are feeling much better!!!
Sweetie, I know you don\'t like taking medicines, and that you\'re trusting in God for healing, but HE never meant for us not to take meds. Everything helpful comes from HIM. You can not continue suffering like this. Believe me I know. The more you hurt physically, the more you\'ll hurt mentally. It goes hand in hand. I am so sorry you are in pain. Write me if you want to talk.
Gwen