I had a good day but now I am feeling kinda blue. Don't know why it happens this way. My back started aching while I was at work and now? Guess I wont be sleeping tonight. My girls want to be rowdy tonight and my nerves dont seem to be able to take it time to lock myself in my room for awhile! Least I'm not crying now! My sister called me late last night. Haven't spoken to her in a couple of days and she informed me that she had almost went into a diabetic coma. Her husband is such a bum he wont let her buy her meds. She laughed at it all! I dont understand. After all that we have been through in the past three years she should know that we have noone else and if she doesn't care for herself and something bad happens to her then where will her kids be left. Some day I will get the courage to let it all out in here and explain how we burried our whole family two years ago. Seems like so much longer. Especially with all the holidays comming up. Each years seems to get a little tougher. I don't want christmas to go by another year knowing I cant do what I need to do.Peace to all. Never Give UP!
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I\'m sorry you\'re feeling blue. I have days like that all the time. It usually happens when I am in a really good mood. Then all of the sudden....crash! My son is a diabetic. That is nothing to play with. If her husband won\'t allow her to get her meds, that\'s a form of abuse. If she can\'t afford them, there are ways to get what she needs free of charge. The state pays for my sons insulin. If they didn\'t I don\'t know what we\'d do. I hope she takes care of herself. Try not to worry about it too much. Just pray about her situation. When I am blue I close up in my room too. I don\'t even want my dog around.I actually did that today, but I am better now. I hope that it gets better for you too. I recall you want to handle this without meds, but honey...as much faith as I have in God, I still take my pain meds. Don\'t suffer if you don\'t have too. You can always write me privately if you want to talk personally. Either this email or I\'ll send my personal one. It\'s up to you. Or we can chat online or by phone. Just putting it out there for you to think about. I am here if you need me. We all need someone.
Gwen
I\'m sorry that you aren\'t having a good day...hang in there. If you need someone to talk to...feel free to send a message...