Today is not such a good day for me. I have had alot of bad news lately. With all the rain it makes me feel even worse. I just lost all that I wrote here so if it gets posted twice I am sorry. Got really bad news last night. My husbands cousin who has been fighting for custody of his daughter since his wife signed her over to states custody called last night to say that he signed away his rights also. It hurts so bad because me and my husband want another child and cannot have one. Some days are worse than other but like I always say NEVER GIVE UP! I will continue to live by that. If I didn't I would have given up years ago. I just hope one day my story will help someone else. Its not that tragic just really unbeleivable. One day at a time is all we can hope for.