OK, so there's OK news and bad news.So the bad news first. Shawn made me believe he loved me, slept with me, then left me thru a myspace message. How stupid is that?! He gave me the 'it's not you, it's me' thing. Yeah freaking right. He left me for the ex that treats him like crap and beats the shit out of him! I talked to him as I was getting on a train and asked him if we were doing something the night I got back and he sounded upbeat and said yeah....an hour later I got a myspace message saying he was leaving me...his roommate (my ex-roommate) said he cleaned out his crap completely. He ran. Needless to say my friend is out for blood metaphorically speaking....and so am I...My friend and Shawn were best friends and Shawn had him convinced that he was in love with me and that is NO easy feat....So now for the OK news...I don't have cancer...but they don't know what I do have. My levels have gone down but are still on the high side, but are not high enough for them (the docs) to do anything. I think it's time to see a specialist instead of a family practicioner...I feel like crap and I want answers...goodness help me....So I get dumped night before Turkey Day (which was aparently planned even though he loved me ever so much) and the doctors don't quite know what's wrong....AGAIN....tune in next week for another episode of "Mia's So-Called Life!"God I'm so numb....