Checking in

It's been a while and I'm not taking the time to dive into DS, but it's still great to be here.
Probably a most pressing issue is my lack of motivation to find work.  I did come to another library today and being in a different area gave me sort of a boost to start applying places.
Finding a lot of comfort in meditation meetings and grateful I am branching out with my meetings and going pretty regularly.
Having some sadness about the breakup as the anger is wearing away.  I'm refusing his contacts because of his stalking behavior.  It has been stressful.
Started a boundaries class at a church which is a godsend.
Also started a drop in support group for survivors of domestic violence.  I'm very grateful to be able to share in the similarites of what we're goin through.  I'm certainly experiencing a lot of stuff as this recent breakup has stirred up past abuse issues for me.
I'm feeling rather sad I'm not hearing back from my sis and having a hard time not taking it personally or dwelling on it.