it's been a while

I haven't been on DS in 2 weeks.  It's funny for me a romantic relationship seems to meet some needs and I tend to reach out less.
Today we spent the day lounging by & in a friend's pool in a nice neighborhood.  I really enjoyed it.  I don't think I've had a sun tan in my whole life at this degree withoug having been on vacation!  He is a good man and I'm grateful.  We went to a friend's campsite last night in the mountains and just hung out, he played guitar.
The tie dye making and selling to aquaintances is still happening consistently.  I have made hardly any effort to change my situation of no work/car, doing ok with the $ I have.
Eating ice cream lately which is pretty much a big no no, sugar for me is really not the greatest thing.
Dealing with some realization of how much I need Al Anon due to family of origin issues.  Going to plenty of AA meetings and grateful for my sobriety and recovery and having God in my life.