Checking in

Since I don't have the job I did where I used this website, I have not been on much.  I am at library it is good to be here, don't want to get to far from my support groups.
Getting in the habit of being a little less accountable I guess.  Dating someone who attends a few of the same meetings as me which brings up a lot.  We're getting along ok, I'm still spending time taking his son around.  I spoke up and he gave me some gas money and has offered me some work helping out which is sort of a trip, but welcome in some ways.  So yes I'm being productive and since I'm not so proactive in my quest or search for what I want and instead going along with his needs sometimes there is very much a tug o war going on.  Today after work I bailed so fast so as to not get sucked in.  I need time for me.  I had a nice lunch and came here. I really need time to self.
Skipped some of yoga lately and just been relatively lazy at times, and sort of scared getting into this situation - seeming overly dependent on eachother in this relationship, it's sort of demanding and I told him - I've got his other car and I'm taking care of his son sometimes and now working, anyway I almost gave up and told him so, he said that was ok.  I like him.  I am learning a lot and still have much old issues resurfacing.  Thank G O D for Al Anon and for my sobriety.