Growth in my Al Anon steps, and seeking to listen to my discernment with the sponsor - yeah I trust her in some ways and in other ways I feel a little overwhelmed, like too much too soon, and it is up to me to be honest. My temp agency has me under contract to not work directly for the employers they refer me to except under certain conditions - and an employer from a couple months ago contacted me to work direct, and I'm glad I'm taking the high road.  They still owe the temporary agency money!  They want to meet with me tomorrow to discuss it even though I told them they need to go through the agency.  The woman there is flakey.  It's caused me a lot of stress, this situation.  My solution is to use my intuition and honesty.  Though  I booked background acting for tomorrow so I don't have to go anyway, which will buy me some time. I got to do some true 12 step work with two women who had never before been to AA, and I was referred to in the meeting as someone with time!  I too was new there at one time.  That was pretty neat.  I have a new crush his name is S.  I read an old journal to learn my counselor told me it was too soon to develop feelings for a particular guy, and I see that to  be true now. It helps a lot to come online and type my journal and to send emails, as it helps me get clear on little things that are  bugging me and seem to be piling up.  I really need to do my gym routine to be in better shape.