Excited about a job interview today in a place that sounds like a place I would actually like to work.  Awesome.  It's customer service at an outdoor mall.  The manager was excited about me.  Anyway that is encouraging. I did background acting last night and on the drive home late last night I felt so grateful for all the memories I've had of different background acting jobs as well as my other jobs.  I feel blessed I am not the type to put a paycheck or a job over my enjoyment and always sought places that motivate me, because otherwise why would I bother? I am tired of my clutter and it's not disappearing on it's own, especially the paper clutter is still growing.  At least the other stuff I am no longer adding to anymore. I talked to my new Al Anon sponsor.  Anyway she is someone doing stepwork with me and I did an inventory and she really dug to get me to completely redo it in complete detail, from start to finish.  I said it would take me a week.  I cried so much and went to my meeting anyway, red eyes an all.