Feeling a little "overdone" with lots of AA meetings in my original "home" group lately, and been called on to share a lot / pick topics, and sharing readily.  Someone mentioned doing the 90 meetings in 90 days when new and not talking, and I considered not talking.  Then I realize I have stuff to offer, and some meetings / people need that.  I don't know!  I guess I need to accept progress is the goal, not perfection, because I'm tired of having amends ahead of me. I came to a point w/ my sis, hearing how abusive she's being, where I'm finding it very difficult to let go.  I talked to my dear friend G about it for a long time, and he has clued me into the fact of her spiritual battle.  She used to be a very important person in many churches, which she's completely fallen away from, and it is rather eye opening to realize from this perspective, her family is really suffering.  She used to be a pastor and now what?  It's awful to hear about her emotional and verbal abuse to my family members and I guess I have to accept God is keeping her away from me for a reason, because I've been through way too much abuse in relationships, and realizing from her in childhood, to have this burden upon me.  I cannot rescue the kids, just be there for them, and it's frustrating to deal with someone who is lying.  If I keep in mind the spiritual nature of the situation it helps.