I've been sharing in a lot of meetings, and being at my home group meeting place, which is a pretty friendly place, is opening me up some and it feels good. I'm quite looking around at men and enjoying meeting people. I have been in meetings with my exbf's exgf after me, which used to seem totally incomprehensible to me. I saw him today outside the coffeeshop as I passed by on the way to the meeting nearby, he doesn't go anymore, I felt kind of sad seeing him. Lately I am wanting to date, I know just having a libido is sort of drawing me in that direction though I doubt it's the best way to deal w/ that. A guy who like me, who was R's sponsr (my last bf after the exbf), well he asked me for a walk, and I said yes, but I'm not so sure. He's asked me to do things a few times. He's separated. I'm not sure I want to go there, and the attraction is confusing, sort of awkward or not quite my comfort zone you could say. He told me he saw R at the veterans treatment center, and asked if I could believe he saw him. "yes". > I am proud of myself for not fishing for or offering info.
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