I've bypassed ice cream stops the last couple of days which is good. I have been doing my daily yoga and walks. Yesterday I tried most of a kick boxing class and it was pretty fun. I'm proud of myself. Another AA member I hardly know said he could tell something was going on with me. I'm not sure what that could be. Anyway he said he wanted to give me a God Box, that he gives them to people. It's a box to write down your worries / concerns that need to go God. Anyway I already have one, but now I have two. I felt sort of exposed when he gave it to me. I really need to acknowledge I isolate too much and I am too hard on myself and I procastinate and I really need to declutter and take responsibility for keeping up on rent and other necessities.
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Perfectionism and paralysis are commonly together, I guess because it\'s so overwhelming. Right now I\'m also \"decluttering\" some stuff in my life and taking responsibility for some things I must do for myself. Hugs.