I took myself to the hot mineral springs Sunday and got a hot stone massage which was truly awesome, and a nice manicure and pedicure.  What a treat for me. It's for mental health.  I've had drinking related dreams several nights now.  I know work is hard.   They have me teaching a math class during my normal computer lab duties, which is really a no-no, but I went ahead and said yes.  I also am coming in a hour earlier, which I said yes to as well, not wanting to.  Anyway these students kind of are relying on me to get them not kicked out of school as a math instructor who can give the more individual attention.  2nd day of 5 weeks, so far so good. I swam today which helps a lot with stress.  I spent some of my weekend with R just cuddling on the couch with movies and his sober living roomates, which is kind of a cool environment.  It is neat to watch him grow in his recovery. Prayer is saving me as it gives me an attitude of remembering who is truly in control - not me!