Well I ended up with a new person in my life and he went into a VA program for rehab today.  It was neat to connect with someone and spend some time.  We laughed a lot and hugged and it was so nice.  I am glad he's getting the help he needs.  He was newly sober and then drank again yesterday.  I really saw progress in my Al Anon program as I was in acceptance about it and not trying to fix or change him, and also I was honest with my feelings about it.  Very interesting.  He'll be gone apparently for 6 months.  Very odd how God works. I loved (sober) karaoki Saturday night.  I had fun.  I think I may have split too quickly and maybe offended an aquaintance.  All these friendly and on the verge of flirty men and I can only be so friendly.  Anyway, I don't have to take it personally that he may have ignored me today.  The hobby truly was a new passion for me.  I plan to go back next month, and it happens to fall on what will be my sobriety birthday (God willing) so that may be a fun night. I got a little ahead of myself with a busy weekend.  So much of my free time revolves around TV for quite some time now.  Much of it is w/ mom, so that's good, but to have someone to hang out with Sunday, that was interesting.  An opportunity to look at my love addiction and codependency and see some progress there.  I may not be able to visit him for a month.  I don't know.  I did see some old behavior in myself with the intimacy, and I remember I have these issues and it is ok for me to talk about them here, though there is some shame or embarassment. My counselor called in sick our last two sessions las month and since we only had a few sessions left I don't know if that is why I haven't heard back from her about rescheduling or if she's still sick.  I don't know if I will call the agency or let it go.  This new situation with this  guy and the thought of seeing her brings up accountability instead of free, happy go lucky, irresponsible, carefree, careless behavior. I got inspiration from him to work on some of my goals which is good.  I don't know I seem to have met someone special.  It was nice, too, lately to feel so over my exbf.  Yay.  Growth.