More friends choosing to leave this sight.  It is loss. Today a coworker took me aside to say he googled my email and found some stuff he said I should change my email over because he knows how shy and private I am and it was pretty graphic.  Probably I'd submitted an article on my sexuality years ago.  I'm not sure because the website is blocked from this computer at work. I almost was too scared to look.  He showed me and said he didn't matter what it said. I orignally wasn't sure I wrote it when I saw it.  I was in a fit and did some writing and called my sponsor, to turn it all over to God.  I am not sure if it's a real personal article.  He suggested I change my email - he googled it to see who it was coming from, it being work related but as a temp I'm not linked with a work related email. Anyway, time to turn it over and leave it.  Wreckage means I've lived, my sponsor says. My favorite band's guitarist died today Ron Asheton of The Stooges.  I'm in sad and shocked.  Though they formed in the 60's they reunited a few years ago so I saw him live twice.  The singer Iggy is a huge inspiration to me.   I'm frustrated my supervisor ignores my email. Sponsor says to talk to her about it. I wish I had some more free time.  Atleast I don't have to be to work until 10a, but working till 10p is a tough long day.  I have relatively easy work so I am ok. Remember my gratitude list.