I notice moreso the last year or so besides usual PMS oversensitivity and moodiness, I seem to have a bit midcycle - now - add to this I ate much of a huge bag of chocolate candy bars for Halloween - I don't always have a "stop" button when it comes to trigger foods.  I am rather irritable and bugged - and I plod along.  I did some nice yoga after a nice long mint bath last night, which helped.  I didn't go to a meeting yesterday which didn't help.  I went to one, as well as I did my jacuzzi routine at the gym.  Stuff at work is bugging me - I know I need to be in gratitude, and realize life is so short.  And enjoy.  Going to a young people's AA dance out of the area with this Mr Now guy - I'll wear a French maid outfit.  Kinda nervous - don't like driving late at night on holidays due to all the drunken drivers out there.  It might be fun to go do something new.  In his 2 years of sobriety, he's never danced sober! I do only at sober events every year or so if that, so this should be a treat, as I love to dance with the right music.  I'm missing out on a usual Halloween party - did I miss the invitation or not get included?  And my seasonal job - they didn't follow through.  Do I call?  I am deciding.  Money is real tight now which I know contribues to "blah-ness."  GRATITUDE.