I notice moreso the last year or so besides usual PMS oversensitivity and moodiness, I seem to have a bit midcycle - now - add to this I ate much of a huge bag of chocolate candy bars for Halloween - I don't always have a "stop" button when it comes to trigger foods. I am rather irritable and bugged - and I plod along. I did some nice yoga after a nice long mint bath last night, which helped. I didn't go to a meeting yesterday which didn't help. I went to one, as well as I did my jacuzzi routine at the gym. Stuff at work is bugging me - I know I need to be in gratitude, and realize life is so short. And enjoy. Going to a young people's AA dance out of the area with this Mr Now guy - I'll wear a French maid outfit. Kinda nervous - don't like driving late at night on holidays due to all the drunken drivers out there. It might be fun to go do something new. In his 2 years of sobriety, he's never danced sober! I do only at sober events every year or so if that, so this should be a treat, as I love to dance with the right music. I'm missing out on a usual Halloween party - did I miss the invitation or not get included? And my seasonal job - they didn't follow through. Do I call? I am deciding. Money is real tight now which I know contribues to "blah-ness." GRATITUDE.