Went on a walk again with Mr. New.  We saw the same 3 deer.  We walked longer today.  I had kind of resolved myself that maybe he was just treating me as a friend, and though disappointed, tried to be accepting.  So after he asked if I wanted a backrub, and I wasn't sure if he was kidding (he jokes).  I said ok and he got one too, and we cuddled and kissed.  WOW.  Anyway it is kind of neat and kind of weird and exciting.  Seems like a genuinely nice guy and seems genuinely interested in and appreciative of me.  It seems kind of weird considering my ex texted me last night that the pain won't go away and he can't take it and it is heartbreaking for him.  I have to take care of me.  Who knew I would end up on a date so soon.  I trust God. Took a long nap and mostly took a break this weekend.  I start teaching independent study tomorrow and hope it goes well - I am not quite yet prepared and hoping tomorrow puts a dent in this.