Well, I didn't get a call back for the job  to be honest I am not surprised.  I was having a good positive thoughts and attitude about it and all, but...

Right after the end of the semester is over, I am going to go and check into a state hospital and hopefully get some help there.  It's been very hard this past semester.  No luck job wise, and I really doubt that me getting my A.A. will help in that area.  I am just praying and hoping that this is the right way for me to go.  It would do wonders for me if I actually work for money, but if there is another way to get it to support myself, legal of course, haha, I'll do it.  Maybe I can dedicate more time to writing if that happens, but not sure what all is going to happen yet.  I was in a hospital back in 97 during my senior year, it was alright, it didn't help much though.  So, God willing, this will.  I know I'm willing.